things i'm anxious about

friends: how many i will keep in contact w/ what my relationship will be with them
aleksa and megan
high school friends: akwardness, still wanting to be friends
work old: letting down pauline, long hours, working w lorena, getting money right
work new: fitting in, being good enough to be a shift
home: not quite comfy in house im in now, want an apartment but dont know when if i'm going to get one, not totally comfy w/ aleksa, need to hang out w/ her more , don tfeel totally open w her casue i feel like she judges when we all do anyway
parents: worry about them having enough money
spiritual: need to set up quite time but random hours makes it hard to have a set time. tithing is not happening, i feel disconnected from christian community . i have doubts sometimes and dont like it/ feel bad.
job harvest: that i would be well recieved, people wanted to do the lessons, linda and marianne liking me/ my lesson plans and ideas
emotions: i have less of a hold on them and i dont like it i feel like im driving you away with them, but also that they are hard to control
our relationship: making sure its Christ centered, wanting time with good, like good quality time , our arguing/ frustration toward eachother sometime sbecause of our communtication. chillin till something happens with us and not knowing anything so i cant plan or think about the future cause i don tknow when thigns are going to happen or what the future will hold
being afraid that I wont get to go to europe/ move there which is my hope/ dream but im afraid it wont come true and ill be in the states for the rest of my life
all the bills i have to pay off, too much debt for me! need ot get rid of credit card debt!
getting more invoved in church and hoping it happens
afraid im gunna lose the will to workout
afaid about my bad memory/ back
cant stop biting my nails!
worried i don tclean enough

geneal im not in college anymore and i'm not what i've been for 18 years and now i have to find where i fit in the world after just figuring that out in college. too many open choices that will change my life forever.